Wednesday, 20 January 2010

I keep meaning to write in here.
A lot has happened since I last posted. . . .

September '09, I went to University to pursue my dream of Photography, improve and find the right path for myself. Four months later, I left. The course wasn't at all for me, being self-taught it certainly makes it harder for you. I don't k now about others you may have experienced this, but I had this 'idea' of what Uni would be like, and sadly, it was nothing how I thought it would be. I'm happy with my choice, and I certainly do not regret going there in the first place. I've met some amazing people, all of which I'm missing this second. Cambridge is a beautiful place which suited me perfectly. I loved my job and the people in it are beyond great. But I felt I was paying for something I don't need.
Most of all I know what I want now, I feel like I've grown and realised what, (cliche I know) but Art, photography, is what I was made for. There's nothing else I'd rather do, this is my passion and only I can make it really. One lecturer was awesome there, he made the decision a lot easier. Afterall, it's a massive decision.
Something I've worked out (the hard way) that if you want something that bad, do it. Just do it. There's nothing stopping you, everything I know about photography even make-up I've done myself because I've been so passionate about it.

I am content with my life right now. I have SO much good things coming. I thought my head was going to explode at one point when I realised just how much I could do! I want to travel for sure. I never did before, but I want to explore, discover and shoot!

Also, I've just upgraded my camera! I now am a Canon 5D mark II which I LOVE! my new best friend.

The beginning of this year started so well. Though I've had to make some very hard decisions lately, some I thought I would never have to make but I had to. Had some extreme upset. But I've learnt, I am me. And I have alot of good things coming no matter what. Whatever happens, I won't let it effect me massively, focus on the goal ;) that's all that matters.

This is my year. I'll make sure of that ;)


x Dimples